I've been sick. Went to the doctor and he said it's the flu. Didn't bother to test for H1N1 since it doesn't make a difference unless it gets worse. I'm better today, just a little bit of cough left. I slept 12 hours last night and I think I needed it. Haven't done that in ages.
So I'm about 2 weeks from being unemployed. I was hoping to find a job within the company but it is looking bleek. Recent re-orgs have made for no job openings right now. I'm still trying to find at least a temp position that could hold me for a few months but I'm pretty doubtfull. Depression has started to kick in. Worries over the house & what's gonna happen have got me tied in knots. But i'm ready to just let it go and say fuck it. I'll call and cancel the automatic house payment on my last day of work and won't be using savings to make house payments on a home we are upside down in. I'll need the money for John's Rx's. With his ADD and Depression it will be a fortune to pay for.
Yesterday I sent out over 40 apps to different State Organizations for jobs I'm on the list for. we'll see on that one. Not too hopeful since it's the state and all.
Well that is enough of a downer of a post. I'll think of something fun to post soon.