I was gonna do a long rambling post but I just don't have time right now. I think I need a change. I'm seriously looking at getting a new job. I just can't take it here anymore. I will have to take a cut in pay pretty much anywhere I go but I'm even thinking I'll just get a second job till things calm down.
But all in all I think I lost faith in me. I always had ideas that I would be somewhere and be really appreciated in work but here it's just a farm and they just use you till you burn out.